Sunday, June 01, 2008
this time last year, must have been the best time of my life.everything was going great, and things felt like they could only get better.
but somehow, everything just seemed to slowly crumble down, and i think the only thing i'm thankful for that was the saving grace of everything are the truggers (: who i've instead gotten closer to.
but otherwise, it's really sad to just look back and recall those wonderful happy moments, and yet when you do so, it suddenly hits you that that feeling is somehow so alien in the present reality.
i think there's just too many things that i've lost, and seem irretrievable. or maybe i'm just too tired and have given up.
mmhmm and i think sometimes i take people for granted, but maybe you just want what you can't have. and you don't notice something until it's gone.
i want to be forever young.